LalalaLa

2003-08-25T10:13:00.000-07:00

hey i'm in class right now. very bored. the teacher's teaching me to put in the date on my word document. thats real hard and i need help. i should raise my hand and ask. jeez what am i doing in this class? alright well today's gonna be a busy day i have class till 1130 ouch! then 3-5 i have ingles. then work at 4 -10 i close. yeeah thats right i'm gonna be like an hour late to work.. crap stupid manager hey it ain't my fault she knew i was at school at the time but shes still makin me work. what a retard.. ehh she's a pretty kool gal when you get to know her though. i just better not get in trouble tonight. oh my parents went to hawaii today with my sister. i wish i went with them. They're going to maui then oahu . oh what fun. too bad i already went. no not really i had fun. party at my house! i wish .. sorry people no money well not enough to feed all of you and by those drinks.... hmm plus my aunt n uncle n grandma live with me so they'll be home, but they dont care what i do. i'll just drop by home like around 10 after work or something then go back out and stay out as late as i want. well maybe not as late as i want because this girl has school now...... oh man.. school's a bore right now. oh i have a speech to do tomorrow for my speech class.. kinda scared you know me talking in front of people .. huh carolyn.. not very good with that especially in kuntzy's class.. i wish i do well. life's confusing.. i wonder why.... damn alright im gonna stop now. im hungry... anyone want to grab early lunch with me ? give me a call...

2003-08-18T21:13:00.000-07:00

Buonasera. Non parlo italiano (molto bene). ( I don't speak much italian).. yeah well i got back into the italian thing. it was my first day of school. kinda long day. went to school like aroiund 9 or something, had class at 930, could not find any parking at all. so i was fed up with those stupid cars and decided to park at the residential areas. nope no ticket i was very happy... well yeah went into my first class... oh man i was way ahead.. cuz you know we did go to a classical high school... oh yeah baby.. my first instruction was oh so very hard lets see how to turn on your computer.. jeez what a hard concept. yeah it was so ridiculous i was so bored. i met this girl lindsey she was kool we were just making fun at the teacher. she was alright i guess but the class was still pointless. i know you're probably thinking why im in it. its kinda a requirement for my major so i had to take it. my next class wasn't until 300 but then i decided to go to another class to check it out and see if i liked it better. it wouldve been perfect if she gave out those petition cards right then and there but shes waiting until wednesday or maybe even next monday so im not sure if i'll still stick it out there because my next class was the same subject. i just wanted to see if i could get the earlier one. but if not its alright because the one at 3 was pretty alright. the teacher was cool he reminded me of joey from friends. but with crappy teeth. yeah seems like a down to earth guy which could be an advantage since the other teacher was really serious and kinda creepy. saw a bunch of people today to. oh well thats school. hey did i forget to mention that samantha's gone. she left on saturday night. yeah it rained pretty bad at her house.. i kinda flooded her house with tears... well no. of course there was a few tears but yea i still miss her. i actually talked to her today it made my day. i should go. i have some things to do. i'll blog real soon. cuz i think now i'll have more time since my best friend's gone....... =(

2003-08-10T11:42:00.000-07:00

crap. ok well its been a long while since i've written. just been real busy ya know? i saw jill yesterday at old navy.. man its been since grad day since the last time i've seen her or any of you. i also watch my man yesterday on the big screen. yeah katrina's got a new leading man... oh yeah colin farrell. . well yeah i did that friendsters thing oh man i should've just listened to my cousin and stayed far away from it because this guy emailed me out of nowhere. you guys should remember him. he was my xchange student sokhen or some sh*t. yeah that short guy who was really annoying.. oh man bad memories.. i think athena would remember him we were making fun of him that time.. sorry im so mean. no just really depressed my friends are leaving soon =( i have like only one week with them and i still havent seen all my friends this summer. i feel horrible. hey this wednesday lets go to the beach bonfire!!!! its gonna be like this whole going away thing for all of us.. well yea me going to lBcc! yeah! im gonna go now i'll try to write more frequently. ok see ya

2003-07-21T09:29:00.000-07:00

morning y'all... im about to pick up my scores from my placement tests at lbcc.. im trying to get out of that orientation thing ,, wish me luck. im so tired and lazy today. yeah my last day of no work. im off today, these three days were very good. well i have to go.. just wanted to blog.. i'll blog later.

2003-07-20T23:06:00.000-07:00

Hey stranger. It's been such a long time since i've written, but i guess its worth the wait. it's late sunday night. i've been enjoying the day with my family. it's been such a long time since i've spent the day with them, well with work and all. it was fun even though all we did was go to the mall and eat. at this moment i'm watching a second round of LUCKY 7. It's such a good movie. i recommend it, but im pretty sure it only plays on television because its a family romantic special. hmm all that romance is making me a little sick in the head. my summer's been great so far. well i couldn't ask for more. well maybe. i wish i had more time to spend. and i wish that this summer wouldn't end. i wish i'd have more time with sam. i wish the heat wouldn't be too hot and i wish i wouldn't be so confused.. i wish i could also see my friends. things haven't been the same. its not a bad thing but things could be better in some ways. work's work.. after vacation stuff's been happening and not all good. my friend got into a car accident with her boyfriend. and unfortunately he passed away. only 20 years old, *R.I.P Brandon* i recently just saw my friend and i felt so awful but at the same time happy she's alright. Then there's this thing with Charles.. you all know him as my escort, my best friend. yeah well lately he hasn't been all there. Things kinda died down after graduation or the time of graduation. i guessed we just both moved on. Its been real hard with the both of us. just too much bickering and fighting and more bickering and me shouting and him shouting and blah. im so tired of it i just hang up now. i know we're both to blame but when we make up and say sorry it ends up bad again after like 5 mins. ahh.. then there it happened again. his friend got into a car accident. this guy he was suppose to hook me up with last year. Al got into some trouble off-roading at the desert and died.* R.I.P. Al * i wanted to be there for him or i still want to be there for him but i haven't talked to him about it and i dont know. we're just not in good terms. on the lighter side before all this happened i had just came back on my trip to hawaii, with a few of my friends. let me start on hawaii.. im sure you'll enjoy this. the first day we got there we were all excited sam, nicole and me of course. trip no parents well with the exception of sam's mom and sister there for like 2 days because of their family reunion but we were pretty much on our own. it was an awesome trip. hmm let's start again. first day off to the beach. just walked around everywhere and got to know places, people, boys. you know the good stuff. we went to pipeline that night. this club near waikiki. it wasnt on the strip so we needed transportation of course. we got hooked up with sam's cousin's old friend from school. he was a decent guy who went clubbing with us. many many many guys at pipeline. it was fun my first time clubbing. danced with this guy. things were going alright i guess but i wasnt into him. then i met a few friends. his name's paul and i forgot his other friends. he lives in west covina. it was kool because his friend knew sam's cousin so we all hung out together. it kinda felt like we were all following each other on the trip because we pretty much got there the same time and left the same time. saw them almost everywhere went. paul was kool. really got a hold on life. he knew what he wanted and was such a great guy. but there again wasnt interested in anything just friends. while the other girls looked for guys or had a "date" with those army brats i spent my time with paul. he was a cool hangout bud. went to the beach he was going to teach me to surf but then had no time. alright enough about paul. i should call him sometime to see what he's up to maybe i will this week just to say hi. hmm the next night we went to another club called umm wait no zanzabar, um its called.. oh man i forgot. it was good. the music was great. the people were great. and yet again more freaks.... oh yeah that day sam's aunt who also was kind enough to drive us around treated us to todai this japanese restaurant .. all you can eat baby... yea you know me went once, twice , thrice.. or opps thats the band i mean went 3 times... and finally meant a guy who i became really interested in, but hey get this katrina became the shy one.. i could not talk to guys i had no balls in this trip. i guess i had something haning on my shoulder thats why.. and you guessed it right.. his name is jeff!
we'll get to that later. ok this guy at todai. his name's kyle. met him gave my number got his number. went out that night to just hang out. he picked us up and brought up to meet his friends . they were pretty laid back.. my kind of people.. i became really mellow and chill lately maybe because of work im too tired to do things.. anyways we got to know each other and became interested but at the same time i was just confused. but then reality hit me i was in paradise.. nothing could hold me back. the next night or something like that we hung out again but just the two of us. he took me to this spot where we could see the whole island. well it looked like the whole island. it was gorgeous. amazing view. i've never seen such a beautiful spot.. i was in heaven.... really i was. he was such a gentlemen too. yea ya ya.. get this he goes to school in california... he's 19... he's been going to loyola marymount and just goes back to hawaii for the summer.. hmm he's back on aug 25 or something.. we got to know each other pretty well. we havent kept in touch but its a good thing.. trust me it just is. well let's just say i do owe him for driving us or i did.. if he called i wouldnt hang up but no one would know he called except me.. so far the phone hasnt rung and im hoping it wont. things were at its climax when we went to north shore. went jet skiing, met these soccer boys.. ate shaved ice. or drank or whatever. shopping... get tanned. paradise is just so nice.... went to a luau, and met the third guy there... his name's racer.. yes thats his real name.. thats not the only odd thing .. he is also 19 just like paul and kyle and also resides in california for school.. loyola marymount to be exact. yeah my jaw dropped. he was the guy who all the people at the luau gets to take a picture with and have as a little rememberance..umm yeah very very hot gorgeous and what a nice body.... oh both kyle and racer half white and chinese...just a lil side note.. damn so sorry this blog is so long.. i guess thats what i get for not writing so soon. well i understand if you stopped because of your eyes hurting from squinting. but i guess this is my release from everything. id write it down but the comp is so much faster.. nothing came from racer until the night before we left which was the last time i saw him. kyle took us on an adventure ride one day. he took us cliff jumping/diving at waimea bay. all three of us jumped off this cliff. it was such a great release. we knew we had to do it. got a bruise from it but its gone now...id do it all over again. i guess i'll stop there with hawaii...cuz the rest was just pretty much saying good bye too all the people we met and jsut plainly have a lot of fun. back to reality back to work, and back to jeff. and no we're not together.. its been like 2 months since prom and we've gotten a lot closer.. we overcame this really big issue and it made me realize something. all that time i guess i denied him because 1. i didnt think i was ready for another guy after the almost 2 year span of getting over mr.. # 31.. yeah i was over him a long time ago but i just didnt want to start something and end up getting hurt again just as bad. well that was my second reason.. fear of getting hurt so avoiding jeff was probably the easiest thing for me to do.. then i finally gave in and decided why not take a chance and it brought me here.. he's currently at florida with his brother and also his teammates. he called me earlier and told me his team made the finals so im really happy for him. he gets back on wednesday and i've been doing real well without talking to him or seeing him.. no im not his girlfriend. and no rush into being it.. im having fun but at the same time things do get confusing and i feel like jumping off that cliff all over again. who knows, there are many cliffs in california... well school starts in a month for me. so soon.. my summer's ending so fast. and im not ready yet . not ready for it to all end.. im gonna watch that movie again. its replaying and i want to watch it so until... hmmm next time.. for sure i'll blog soon. maybe tomorrow? so yea... i'll talk soon...

2003-06-17T12:58:00.000-07:00

HEY gALS! oh i miss you all soo much. i think im going crazy and its only two days into vacay... well i almost freaked out like 10 mins ago when i realized it was tuesday and it was street sweeping day. yea i ran out and moved my truck. gladly there was no notice of a ticket on my window. whew! well i really miss everyone... you should all call me sometime cuz im really bored. so far i just realized that we wont be all together every morning at park ave. chatting and waiting for that first bell to ring at 730 in the morning. yea you know parking's a bitch but we dont have to worry about that now or that stupid idiot who does those damn u turns. i was about to cry cuz when i woke up this morning i was thinking about that and all. but hey we're not old.. not yet. yesterday i went to 3 beaches.. hey go figure i got a lil lost. but it wasnt my fault because this girl who's sam's cousin told us the wrong beach. i got really mad because i wasted gas.. oh well that means no driving for a while. well only to important places like work and well thats pretty much it. so far summer's wierd the weather i mean. its just crazy. oh hey i found out that they mailed out report cards yesterday so we'll be getting it by next week .. so watch out. yea i failed math. no surprise. oh well there's always college. yea so hmmm... gradnite was alright. better than being at home sleeping well not really id much rather get rest then get hypnotize.... lol sure.. yea so if you haven't heard yet i got hypnotized. ehh i guess.. it got really retarded after five minutes.. but it was fun. i'll just never do it again . lalalala...
oh yea so guys im going to hawaii next friday.. and i'll be back the 4th of july.. hopefully we all can hang out before i leave. carolyn, gissel, you still having a sleep over? just call i'll be at home or at work.. well call my cell i guess.. blah.. i miss you all!!!!! oh anyways i've got issues.. lots of them. ok im exaggerating but i do and it sucks.... where's the violin when you need it? hmm am i forgetting anything? i hope not. oh yea that jeff thing. ehh... not so sure... just friends though. wanna tell him? cuz i have no balls at this moment.. i really dont want to make anything of anything because i ain't feelin anything... hmm and its not just him , i mean it generally.... i cant handle this shit anymore.... i'm getting shit from people and i shouldnt.. damn i'll blog tonight for sure and tell you all about my crap....
im gonna clean my room now. hope you guys are having fun! i miss you all have i said that too much? well i do...

2003-06-06T00:45:00.000-07:00

2003-06-06T00:43:00.000-07:00

Four more days till graduation not including the weekend. graduation wow. i can't believe i'm actually going to experience it next week. when i think about it it seems all too fast now. i have recollections of things but it seems like time needs to just stop or rewind which ever comes first so we can all relive the memories we had together. it never hit me until the beginning of this week. people kept mentioning to me that i'm going to miss high school because of the obvious that it is the best four years of my life. i never believed that i thought parts of it were good other parts were stupid and the rest just ultimately sucked. let's see as i think back freshmen year was a good experience but nothing really stood out for me, sophomore year was proabably my best year so far tieing with senior year because i actually had a lot of memories and i could still remember all the things i did but when junior year started that was a major turning point i guess for all of us. at first it sucked you know all the new things we encountered together new school, new friends, new environment but we all turned out pretty damn well, i think so. but i wish i didn't screw around with school but unfortuantely i did. i guess that whole challenging myself thing went too fast and i couldn't grasp myself well enough to hold on. but i got through with all of you. i really am sorry if it felt like there were times that i excluded myself from the group meaning my lonely moods where id just sit and listen and not talk. i guess i didn't find myself "fitting in" with all of you because you were all friends before and i didnt want to be just added in. i know it might seem too late to mention this but i just wanted all of you to know. hoepfully you get to read this before graduation because i really want all of you to know that i'm going to miss you.. each and everyone of you. even if all we did is hang out at school during lunch time or in class my whole high school experience began at st. anthony with all of you and ended here at wilson with all of you and i really don't regret anything because i had fun. sometimes it might not seem that way but i did have fun. Thanks girls for always being there... please let's try to keep in touch hey we should all meet occassionally for some girly girl fun if you know what i mean.... well i personally dont know what that means but we should anyways ... and if we should all meet up once again dessert's on me.. don't forget i might be still working at claim jumper so feel free to stop by anytime , hopefully im there.. maybe i could bump your wait up so you dont have to wait like an hour for a table.. dont worry i'll hook you up just pretend you don't know me and just mention it's your birthday and i'll do the rest... i love you all!!!!! take care always...
-one

2003-05-31T23:51:00.000-07:00

hola! ok long time no talk.. well its graduation night.. almost morning, i kinda wished i graduated today though. kinda felt out of place well that's kinda been an off and on thing these past two years. these past couple days were really crazy with going to grad nite and working and failing school yup got that right oh well i hope i don't need precal to graduate but its too late now kind can't do anything about it unless i ace the final. alright well i think i kinda got stood up tonight. well not really but i guess someone just called to hang out and i actually said yes then then when it actually happened someone had to jet.... hmmmm...... whats up with that? now im at edalynn's house my last party of the day well kick back nothing's really happening here just a bunch of people hangn' out and doing nothing... hey i finally officially know how crack smells like.. smelled it at disneyland, smelled it at the hotel and smelled it outside of this house... damn i think im high... oh wait you actually have to do it in order to get high... lalala... where was i.. oh yeah ok well let me tell thee .... ahh one word or is it two? ------- GRAD NITE.......... hmmm yea here it goes. showed up at bosco at 10 left like at 11.. got there at 12 just in time to party. when i got to bosco damn guys everywhere i think i was at heaven.... there was this guy he was tall i think half asian and half caucaisan ... he was foiiiiiiiiine! kinda wanted to figure out what bus he as in so i could stalk him... but that didn't happen.. i never saw him again. but i asked dominic to get his number for me or at least give him my name but i dont think he knows who i was talking about. ok at first it was boring just kept walking around trying to figure out what to do .. i dunno whatever we finally found ourselves at power 106.... that was pretty exciting. lot of freaks but it was pretty packed... rode some rides did some dancing and just kept walking.. thats what happened the whole night. big party... want more details? just ask... just kidding.. ok hey NOTHING HAPPENED! and please believe me because nothing did happen... one question... how can i make him understand that i just want to be friends but still keep a talking relationship with him based on just getting to know each other? i don't know i've been hinting that there's other girls around. i think he kinda figured it out almost the end of the night... but not fully. im gonna stop... because he is a nice guy. oh no i said nice guy am i crazy? there's no such thing as a nice guy unless they're gay. no offense to anyone its almost time for the other people to get here... a bunch of the SA graduates are coming from veronica's party. most of the others are still at the hotel. im about to go there probably like around 1 or something.. yeah i'm sleeping there wth like 13 guys and there's gonna be like 3 girls... wow big orgy.. not ! there is a guy there thats hot his name is carlo and he's like 21 or 22 or something.. but he's a family friend,.. who caress right? yea but he's really hot so yea... so good night and hey its almost our graduation! CIaO!

2003-05-22T23:35:00.000-07:00

Ciao bambinas! lalala... im so tired. i just got finished studying for pre cal and hopefully it'll pay off. tonight i got home at 10 same as last night and im dead exhausted. i had to train a manager today well not exactly a manager he's called manager in training. its like before you become a manager you have to go all through these series of evaluations. well enough of that , i actually got good merits for doing it and im pretty damn proud of myself... but work oh man work was so busy tonight.. for so many weeks we've been so dead but i guess since it was college night everyone decided to come in and party because it was the last day of finals for most people.. it got really crazy in there tonight especially in the saloon... ok bar but whatever.. we actually had security and police show up because people started to fight, im tellin ya there was a whole lot a crazy ish goin on... this guy came in drunk i dunno if he was already driunk before he got there or if he got drunk when he was eating but he came right up to me and started asking me all these stupid questions while i was training my manager and i got all freaked out... he stepped into my personal space and i wasn't having it . but my good buddy todd who i was training escorted him out of the restaurant which was pretty cool because i never experienced fast food service like that... haha get me? ok well i just tried to make a joke so please laugh.... lalala. oh wait hahaha.. ok well that wasn't everything... he came back in a couple of minutes later and then all hell broke lose. the same thing happened again i swear i thought it was gonna be a rumble, but it wasn't until some guys got caught drinking outside the porch well the patio or whatever you call that outside thingy... yea but i guess people are not suppose to have alcoholic beverages outside the restaurant and there were al ot of people drinking not just a few but a lot.... a guy almost got into this big qUARRELwith some dude outside but then i think our managers saw and stopped it so thats when the cops came and made everything all peaceful... but wait hey duh college kids = drinking= underage kids= BUSTED!!!!! hahaha all those losers got busted for drinking and they were mostly underage...oh no some even got arrested and i think that guy who came in drunk and bothered me got arrested too.. too bad for them,.. i kinda feel sorry for them but hey they get what they deserve... thats the end of my crazy night, it was a very good work night for me i actually enjoyed it.. i wish i have more nights like that.. well except the whole cop scenario thing thats a lil too whacked out for me. but hey that's just half my day.. oh yeah sorry i didn't get to chat with all my bambinas at escuela proque i was sleeping and watching my dawson's creek... yes i love that show and sad to say that its done and over with but its ok cuz i have pretty much the whole series on video, yes i am a freak....but hey i admit it unlike some people. yea then i went to my cousin's shop to baby sit my niece.. she was really happy today because she saw me i haven't seen her in a week and i think she missed me. but yea nothing else went on today oh wait im forgetting something i talked to a guy today who freakin hella fine, and he's a flip man when will you ever here me or see me say that ? haha i have a picture of him online so if you wanna see email me your addy and i'll hit u up with a glance. but hey he's mine.. not he's old and hes my cousin's friend. i just made him my friend today so that was pretty kool but he lives in sacramento. its just innocent nothing much to it just a simple and quaint conversation, but hey if he was only younger and if he only lived here wow i'd be so off the market like that... well yea he's a real looker too.... so email me so i can show you my dream man.. syke! wait tom cruise is still single well to me he is so i have a chance and wait did i forget to mention oliver hudson? ok stop talking and rambling about guys katrina... go to bed... ok my inner voice is telling me to stop typing well actually its my wrists... i have to stop before they hurt even more .. wow this is a pretty long blog... i'm getting used to this blogger thing well i hope you don't expect me to write every single minute but ill write when i can and if i do i'll probably have a lot to say... wait i talked to alan too today remember him? alan cerino he called me, to say hi and he invited me to go to a show... wanna come it's next friday, i might go but i have work so i might go after then theres a party my friend from work is throwing i might show up but idunno they're kinda in ther late 20s i mean they're so kool for inviting me but its like i can't really do anything but just hang out so it might be boring for me but who cares some of my friends will be there right? we'll see man tomorrow's gonna be so dope but really packed for me ...ok ok got to go now, i have to say bye to my hunnie.... lol... i wonder who that could be... hey and it ain't JEFF so stop thinking that !!! catch you all later ....CIAO

2003-05-21T00:25:00.000-07:00

ok one more time i've been so stressed out and i don't know why maybe because school is just getting to me.. hey monique want to drop out? well ok i think i've written my first blog like five million times but never had the chance to post and publish because my comp froze, i had to finish homework or some other reason. but im actually going to finish right now post this one and then see if it works.. ok but i'll be right back and i'll give details of my past week on my next blog..

2003-05-19T23:34:00.000-07:00

2003-05-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

Ok, well i'm at my friend's erik's house and its 241 in the morning. i actually got confused at first on how to start this thing. Right now Erik A and Eric C. are in the background talking about "Blunt" and yea i know what am i doing in here but hey i decided to write something today finally. I know you guys still don't know my blog name but hey i guess i'm just writing to myself for today but im sure i'll inform everyone soon about my name. Ej is in the back snoring and this other girl named rachel is here talking to me about nails.. well she's drunk so i dunno i guess i'm one of the only ones sober enough to actually know what im doing and what i am saying. i didn't drink tonight though i chose not too because i didn't want to feel like crap in the morning again like before hey you where all there to experience a lil of me that one night at Dennys well if you weren't there be glad because it was pretty nasty. ok then well i went swimming tonight in a freezing pool with my cousin, kevin who was date, philip, this guy named anthony who was sam's date he's from cabrillo and he has pretty big guns... oh yeah and did i forget to mention mark. ahh yes i froze my tits off tonight and well i enjoyed it hey not like that i just haven't gone swimming in a long time. i'm finally alone in erik's room everyone else is outside or inside the house doing their crazy stuff. prom was alright i guess ok well i might be lying it kinda sucked, the place was nice for a small prom it was upstairs and when you looked out you can see the belmont pool and all those fina ass swimmers. im glad today was the cif division 2 finals wow those swimmers.. what hotties well the guys anyways. ok going on with prom the music sucked this djay didnt even know what he was doing it was quite funny because hed play like all this songs that were so ridiculous no one danced until i went on the dance floor with some girls and like usual everyone else followed. Veronica won prom queen and also this boy Ben remember him? that transfer student from the philippines won prom king. that was pretty kool i thought. this day was too long for me i guess i had fun though it was kool i guess. i should go now things are going on without me and people are starting to ask questions about what im writing... hey rachel says hi... she told me type that so yea alright guys... i'll talk to you soon....---one